As for salary, I leave it to you to decide after experience of my capacity.
至于薪水,还是等检验了我的能力之后由你们再作决定。
but fearing that she would never see Rastus again -- the letter had made that quite clear -- she changed her mind.
但又害怕再也见不到拉斯特斯——这点,信上说得十分明白——于是便改变了主意。